Im starting to feel like my life is a cycle. A cycle of things that continuously hurt me and thus abandon me. & it's like how much more hurt could I take? How much more self-inflicting pain could I endure? I always find myself back in this same mental place except this time, I caught it. I don't want to be in a cycle anymore, and I declare today that I won't be. That I am better than this cycle, and that true change, is waiting for me two steps ahead. Staying in this cycle, is comfortable for me. It has always been comfortable because it is what I know, I know what to expect. But, Im tired. There is so much more waiting for us, stuck in a cycle. So much more to life, to see and to experience and sometimes we just need a push or sometimes we just need to jump BUT what I know for sure is that, whats ahead is better than what you left behind. Have faith in that and break the cycle.