I woke up this morning and the first thing that was on my mind was my horrible money situation. I am not really in a good financial standing right now and I found myself not too long ago, breaking down about it. It sucks when you think you have it all figured out but then bill after bill just smacks you in the face. Today was the first day in awhile that something was not really working out for me and as soon as the problem presented itself, I started crying, this feeling of hatred toward myself started to rise, until boom God smacked me in the face. He said to me.. the devil has seen you happy for way too long, so he did this, to bring you down. To bring you down to the level he's seen you at for a very long time, so that once he has you there, he can eat at your heart and mind. SNAP OUT OF IT.
I have never been able to snap out of such a low state within seconds, until now. This was the first time in my life that my mood went from, i hate my life to things will get better so fast. And do you want to know why this happened? Because I have faith in God now. Because I talk to God now. Because I know that GOD is more powerful than money or any other evil force.
So yeah Im having money problems right now, but this is temporary. God will bless me where he sees fit. Today was a test, and I passed it because Im here, typing to you all. I did not just shut down, crawl in bed and turn my lights off. I bounced back and directed my energy into blogging and prayer. Im sharing this little story with you all, to say: Never STOP believing and know that God is always working.