my heart aches. It aches now more than ever. And all I can do is try to fight through it. Try and fight through the pain hoping that one day, I will be okay. I poured all of me into someone, maybe two; and now im here without that someone, and it hurts. I don't want to go out. I don't want to talk to guys. I don't want to be bothered. I just wanna sit in my bed, under my pink covers, and scroll up and down on instagram, hoping he would call.
Yeah that was yesterday.. today is today. Today I am going to get up. Today I am going to smile through the pain. Today is for me and only me.
Ill let you guys know how today went, tomorrow.. maybe.