Okay so my living in the moment spree (if thats the right word for what im trying to say) is over lol. My living the fast life ways are... gone. I really woke up one day as in today, fed up. Fed up with settling, fed up with being okay of being confused. Fed up with going out all the time. I woke up and said I need to build for my future, and every single thing I do now affects my future. I did not want to believe that, but it does. So okay to all the people that said "I think you're making a bad decision" y'all can all say "I told you so". Nonetheless, I feel good. Everything I go through teaches me something and thats all I can be grateful for.. Whats next for me? stay tuned.