There was a point in time, that I woke up every single day worried about my future. Trying to put things in place to set me up for my future and it caused me nothing but stress. For about a month or so now, I have just been living in the moment and it is probably the best decision, I have ever made because I am happy. I don't see it as going backwards because I am doing things that are essentially right for me at the moment. Whether it be jobs i'm interested in, relationships, and self-care. I think that doing what is right for me in the moment, will work out to be what is right for me in the long run. Life is about experience, if you fall, you get right back up.