You ever just so excited about doing something that you think about it day and night. You dream about it? There is no better feeling then doing something for yourself. My last few posts were about me wanting to be understood and me spending all of my time giving to others. But I shouldn't want to be understood by people who are committed to misunderstanding me. And its okay to give to other but what matters is that I give to me too. Im in such a good place right now mentally and emotionally. I hope I get to the end and get done what I want so bad. For anyone out there excited about doing something, get it done and no matter how hard it gets, never give up.