some nights going to sleep is as easy as water dripping out of a fountain. Some nights I feel like my world is at peace. Some nights I feel so safe , so secure. Some nights are so warm. I love these nights.
Tonight, is one of the nights I fear. Tonight, I feel alone. Surrounded by people, and I still feel alone. She said "hi Maddie, how was your day?". I didn't hear it. Tonight, my mind is running, running with no destination. Do you know what that feels like? to mentally be all over the place, to have a million things going on in your head, and it doesn't stop? Tonight, I'm scared. Tonight is a really cold night.
Hope you're having a better night than I am..